I'm not perfect. I don't have it all together.
There is a weak spot in my relationship with my kids. There has been for a while. From what I could see, I thought that it was becoming stronger, becoming more reinforced. I was doing everything in my power to keep it from breaking, and I failed.
On the other side of that weak spot, it was being chiseled away, bit by bit, little by little.
And today it broke. I don't know if it can be fixed. I don't know how to fix it.
With that piece broken, my heart is shattered. And it hurts like hell.
I don't know what to do. I'm lost, confused, scared, and hurt.
Please, just bear with me as I work through this, and understand that I just can't go into details right now - and maybe not ever.
And remember - sometimes those who seem strong are the ones who need the most support.